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140112: Memories in year 2011

2012-01-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

A lil bit long I realized after I done this.
Nothing much, just some photos to recall back of my year 2011 :)

January

Just started my Form4 life.

The very first activity of us in year 2011.

Went to shopping for Chinese New Year with buddies :D

February

went to KeeLing's house for bai nian.

Yu Xin's farewell party @ HouSekDak

March

Attended Green Run and got place 27th :)

Went to Mun Theng's birthday celebration :)

April

Special Mission.

Miss the moment I spent with them :')

went to Tian Hou Gong duty :)

May

we keep on snaping photo with Zwen because he's leaving soon. :')

June

A lil birthday celebration with Jian An + Zwen's little farewell.

went Genting with my buddies during the mid-year holiday :D

Zwen's leaving @ KLIA

July

We were so busy for the school's Carnival day :'D

August

Went KL Pac to duty for School's pancaragam team.

September

Class BBQ gathering @ Maluri field

Kylene's earlier Birthday celebration.

October

School's Anugerah Day.

November

Shey Yin's Birthday Celebration @ DPC

Training almost every night for my scout's competition. :')

December

Our efforts have been paid off,

we got Champain for our dance competition and hit our troop's 2011 target.

so called "qing gong yen" because we reached our target :D

second round, we went for sang K until 230am. :)

Countdown with the ♥ one @ DPC on the last day of year 2011.

2011 was good,

but 2012 would be better.

all the best to you all and myself, xoxo.

091211: mmm?

2011-12-09T14:14:00.003+08:00

昨天又无缘无故发起了脾气来
如妈妈说的，我的脾气真的很臭！

其实本来没什么了的然后又突然来
不知道。啊！
像什么样 %$#%^#$^# 什么鬼烂东西！

萧宇芳你吃大便
你以为你是谁

顶啊
要怎样才可以改掉 zz
我不要一直都是这样

我真的很讨厌我自己

队友们对不起，我不应该对你们发脾气。

091211: mmm?

2011-12-09T14:14:00.000+08:00

081211: Randomieeee!

2011-12-08T01:14:00.002+08:00

Seems like it has been so long I didn't update my blog :) I'm back! miss me not? :"D

I wanted to find a part time job in this holiday as I mentioned so many times, but FAILED.
I was so busy bout my competition coming in the end of this Dec, omg think dao dou pa pa liao ;(
that would be my very first time standing on the stage and facing like thousand plus people,
and XXXXXXX in front of all my friends and a lot of strangers. OMGOMG GAN JIONG lo.

So, no part job last year, no part time job this year, and no part time job next year. -.-
whuuuat. No money eh...... who can sponsor me ah? :(

One more month then the school will be reopen again, then I'm so gonna to start my form-5 life.
Hope I won't do anything that made me regret after I leave the school. :x
Otherwise you would see me posting so many emo post again. :(

比赛要到了。要加紧练习。要加油。要有自信。也要享受。
那就算没得奖我也不会抱着什么遗憾。
# PRAY.

妈妈说，努力是为了自己。不是为别人。

161111: we got our hair dyed. :D

2011-11-17T16:31:00.002+08:00

Our holiday started on 19 November.
But we decided to start it after I got my permission from my mom to start it earlier. hehe :)

And we got our hair dyed on this Wednesday, 16th Nov x)

The product that we bought were Liese, Sweet Pink. It's called "Bubble Hair Colour".
The outcome of this produce would looks a lil bit of redness, just a lil bit :D

we bought this last two weeks ;)

both finished putting on the bubbles :)

finally my turn la wei x)

the outcome of his hair :3

♥

recently I'm so in love with this hairstyle.
though I looks old. :)

Holiday!
It means that there's only leave one more month to my Camping Campfire Competition.
It means that I'm so gonna to start my form5 life one and a half months more.
It means that I'm gonna to graduate soon.
It means that I'm so gonna to start my SPM soon.
It means that I'm gonna to leave my school and get into another new life soon.

XOXO, siewbeebee.

03112011

2011-11-03T19:05:00.002+08:00

Facebook.

blogger.

281011: ♥♥

2011-10-28T01:02:00.002+08:00

笨，

谢谢你，我爱你。

♥

201011: 你近来可好？

2011-10-20T17:47:00.002+08:00

最近的我们好久没说话了。
你过得好吗？别来无恙？

少了我的日子你似乎过得很好。
一点也不会孤单。

我不知道要怎样和你开口说话。

The way you talks to others and me, I can felt that you hates me.
What to do?

所以我不知道要说什么。

你和他们的关系越来越好了吧，看得出。
很多事情都不要跟我说。

我不想要每天像条狗那样跟在你们的屁股后面，
你明白吗？？

说完了。=]

# RANDOM

2011-10-05T18:39:00.002+08:00

我记得那天。2011年9月30日。

因为一些事情，我觉得自己很可怜，忍不住就在车上默默地流下了两行的眼泪。
过后转过身的时候被妈妈看到了，她的第一个反应不是并不是安慰我，而是赏了我一个大大的耳光。
过后妈妈跟爸爸告知后，我以为爸爸会安慰我，但没有，反而是泼了很大桶的冷水给我。
当时的反应简直就是想从七楼跳下去或者拿剪刀捅自己几刀就算了。

其实妈妈不知道，我要的只是多一点她的关心和家庭爱吧了。
并不是我一直吵着的，很贵很贵的相机和很贵很贵的手机。
你不了解 =)

我需要，一个温暖的抱抱。

280911: Year-End Exam :(

2011-09-28T22:02:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow will the very first day of exam for all the form4s. :)
seriously I'm totally not in the exam mood! I don't feel any stress :(
I tried to force myself facing the book, I felt damn sleepy, its like some sleeping pills for me :(
well I felt that myself was like a scrap wood, or I should say its much more useful than me. Am useless.

OH.
I went mcd with some of my buddies just now, for celebrating Lens's birthday again. My suggestion :D
But suddenly someone said that she isn't feeling that well, and was lying at the canteen's table, when I and Brian were already there for surprise. We stunned. ==
ehhh, but at last she came too, I think she already what we gonna to do for her D:
our acting skills sucks :P still need more improvement x)

Ignore the photo quality!

I'm saving money to buy a new camera :( poor me.

I bought kfc and ate it in Mcd. yeay =)

Finally she came :D

Stupid girl with her birthday cake :D

with her EGGGGG :D

another present, from Suyi~

zi lian -ing :P

me cutting the cake, hee :)

Via, your skill is so sucks x)

super cute and small slices xD

4B's monitor and Assistant Monitor,
Via tried to fit herself in. FAIL :D

After the celebration, she went home, rush for her tuition :)
while left only Brian, Jian An, Jun Yong, me, and Chun Ngai there. They were studying, ohmygod.
I was so bored and nothing to do. :( then Chun Ngai taught me Ekonomi! wao.. thanks lorh wei x)
Argh I used so much $$ today T________________T

I have to save money until I got myself at least RM xxxxxxx . Good Luck for me :( now I got not even RM30 -.-
wheeeeeeeee, relax bee, good luck, all the best :)
I love you, I love myself ♥ A big kiss for myself, muackssssssss :3

就算這世界沒人愛我，

我也要學會自己愛自己。

270911: Happy Birthday?

2011-09-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

What? Birthday? You want me to blog out bout this stupid thing?
NOOOO!! I'm not gonna to blog bout this! YOU BITCHHHHHHH ! wtf !

HEHEEHEHHE :D JUST KIDDING :DD
I LOVE YOU lah weiii :DD

Guess who's birthday tomorrow :) hehehe

My bii Kylene! Her birthday is on 28 September :D
Happy Birthday ~ wheeeeeeee

Can't believe that we've been deep in our friendship for 8 years :D awww

Hey you stupid girl :D

要維持那麼就的友情不簡單噢

原來我們認識八年了，回想起以前的你，以前的我，以前的我們，好呆！

好想念你的中分頭 :D 好可愛啊啦啦啦

長大了，成熟了，變漂亮了，女人味也多了～可是就不代表你翅膀硬了可以亂亂飛啊！

衣服不要穿到看到多多肉，高跟鞋不要穿太高，錢也不要花那麼多（你每次都去shopping的噢），水要多喝，食物要多吃，不要告訴我你要減肥 -__________- 要學我早早上床睡覺，不要和男友聊電話聊到太晚，不要睡到忘記醒來就拋棄了我 >< 哭給你看！

你很幸福，你知道嗎？不要再埋怨了噢啦啦啦～

helow bakci :D

我們時常吵架，不應該說是吵架，應該說是冷戰。

可是過不久就和好了：）

oh NO!! no more image d :(

每次的禍都是我惹出來的，我很弱！

stupid lene's face :P

那麼多年的朋友了，有哪些友誼不曾吵架？

during cny at Suyi's house!
my hair still sucks that time :P

可是每次吵完架後，都沒事了，如往以前：D

2010's IR night day :D

反而我們的友誼又再變得更深厚？：）

during your birthday-celebration day,
admit I am strong right? :DD

還有啊，不要再說自己肥了，我不喜歡！
矮過我不是罪！！

HI :DD

其實你戴眼鏡的樣子很noob，我一直沒說出來 xD

cik apa muka nii??

OII，不要忘記你還要來我家教我游泳，

you smells so bad, yucks xDD

然後考了駕照帶我四處遊玩 xD

I'm always a lil bit taller than you :D

還要一起進同樣的大學。知道嗎？

好了啦。矮婆，生日快日 xD

要跟你的家毅甜蜜甜蜜到長長久久啊，不要偷吃禁果！ xD

你們有夫妻相啦，就是眼睛 /.\ << 的樣子

OH NO 我不應該嘲笑的 :( 可是你知道我的啦！哈哈哈哈哈哈

不要忘記我：D

♥♥

我們大大的gang :D

270811: 身在福中 :) ♥

2011-08-27T21:29:00.003+08:00

大家都在埋怨自己過得多麼的不好，多麼的倒霉。

其實我們都是身在福中不知福，你們知道嗎？

我時常都在埋怨。

埋怨沒有朋友關心，埋怨沒有父母的關愛，埋怨別人有的東西為什麼我沒有。

其實我什麼都有，我是有朋友關心的，有父母的關愛的，也有別人沒有的。

為什麼我還要埋怨？我到底在埋怨什麼？

我覺得我很可憐，我的家庭並不完美。

獨生女。聽起來很好？我寧願有個兄弟姐妹能陪我亂哈喇，好過我一個人在家無所事事。

孤單。爸爸媽媽都必須工作養家，每天放學回家我就是一個人的了。

父母年紀都很大了，等到我18歲那年我就要自己掙錢養家了。

不過我覺得自己很幸福。至少我比很多人過得好了，蠻不錯的自由。

朋友圈裡，我不是孤單的 :)

只是我自己神經大條，疑神疑鬼，不敢去和別人熟 =3=

至少當我心情真的很低落很低落的時候身邊還有幾位朋友來關心我，好感動呃

我還真壞啊，有時還要拋棄你們 -3- 我欠揍我該打該拿出去處死....

有時又和你們說很多很多亂四八糟的東西.. 還要在別人面前說別人的壞話噢，嘿

可是我還是很愛你們啊 :3

有時，我會跟感謝上天，給我個那麼麼笨的男友。

時常給我欺負，雖然有時他會生氣/欺負回我，但是大部分的時間都是我在欺負他 xD

我很野蠻，甚至連我媽媽都那麼說 -_______- 都不知道他是怎麼忍我的哈

我很神經質，情緒變化無常，脾氣很不好，又很喜歡嘮叨，又很大吃，很腫，又很蠢 =.=

都不知道他一路是怎麼捱過來的... 哈，委屈他了..... =P

最近他都好乖，好聽話，可是偶爾還是很任性 =.= 你幾時才會100%乖啊........

好啦，給你最近的表現打60分，你還是很不乖！40分沒收 -_______-

前2天都叫他陪我坐bus回家 =.= 過後還要他自己搭bus回家，== 我好像很霸道吼 o.o

昨天竟然開條件說要我請吃KFC.... 哈哈哈今天wat回他請BBQ Plaza =.= 貴啊.....

幹嘛那麼好欺負 =P 你真的好笨呃 XP

180811: 愛真的需要勇氣。

2011-08-18T15:55:00.003+08:00

不敢正視你。

只敢在你不注意的是都偷偷的看你。

不敢靠近你。

就連擦肩而過的距離我也會怕。

不敢與你說話。

我怕我自己又說錯話。

不敢出現在你面前。

我會怕。

不是不敢。

而是少了那股其妙的推動力。

反复的按著你的檔案
卻又不敢和你聊天，這行為很拙。

多次拿起電話查看是否有未讀信息
空的。

想給你發信息
卻又沒那個勇氣。

原來大家都變了。

告訴我該怎麼做？

〈/3

以前的你，對我好好，好好。。

160811: grrrr :/

2011-08-16T21:54:00.005+08:00

Went Mid-valley with Paul today. nice date? :D
It took us about an hour to wait for the ktm, it delayed 2 times. Malaysia boleh. -.-
Reached there, we saw the FOS store. We run there. Just kidding, we just walk there quickly :P
The shirts are shoooooooo CHEAP. :D three pieces only for RM45. wow.

Tried 2 dress from there, woah, I want them so badly T.T
The dresses are so nice, the price is LAGI NICE. each dress coat about rm50! arghh D:
bibubibu, didn't buy la of course. Money is the problem.
Just bought a bag and a shirt from there. Finally a new outing bag :O but looks like tuition bag more.

Had lunch @ mid valley food-court. Express pepper lunch. Wanna try it for so long already.
Taste not bad! but if I got more bucks, I would add more things for it. Money again D:
Nice try nice try! wuuuuuuu mouth-watering again :O

Then we go lepek-lepek near there and but some stuffs :)
Pass by the Studio R there. eeeeeee I want a new school bag. Am I too greedy? sorry D:
but I want 0.0 lalalala.

sisters for life. ♥ *form3!

Had some argument with my mommy yesterday and today.
Why she always couldn't stand at my side and think for me :( but keep on nagging me ...
And I don't like what she say bout my relationship and she keep mention bout him after she knew it :(
Hope she can be more understanding bout me wehhh :(( aihhhhhh

010811: My past love story? :X

2011-08-01T21:18:00.012+08:00

Oh okay well, sudden felt like sharing bout my past, my past love story.
Not really interesting larrr :/ mmmm, let's start .........

I was a playgirl last time. Which my thought were not so mature that time.... ><
I think I was in love for almost 5 or 6 times during my form1 and form2 life. OMG right :x
I don't have a pretty face enough to attract people, but I don't know why I can fall for that much. LOL

During my form1 time, there was a boy that same class to me, and we text each other everyday,
even talk on the phone until midnight, but we never talk in class. SHY lol.
Several of my classmates and friends that close to me knew that.

A boy then I knew through my primary school bestie.
I got his number first and I started to text him. -.- but we break. HAHA
It's okay because we're still friend now, I would still text with him. /.\

Another time, also during the form1 time.
There was a buy that one year older than me. Really don't know why would I fall for him.
But then we break after 2 weeks. HAHA.

There's another boy that one year older than me. I was form1 that time and he was in form2.
One day he dated me out to school for breakfast, I was in afternoon section that time.
I remembered that day was Friday. LOL. We walked to a park which just right opposite mt school.
He suddenly hold me hand and look at me, and ask me, "can you be my girlfriend?"
I stunned and shake my head. HAHA.

Another man from other school. Can be counted as 'gangster'. LOL.
We met in tuition center. Don't know how he get my number and don't know why he became my .....
deng -.- until last few months he still kacao-ing me. Sometimes he will appeared under my house there.
yucks. -.- /.\

Finally came to the end of my form1 life. I fell with a boy, again?
But not really a good memories. HAHAHA. I was so called a trouble maker that time.
I behaved so rude in school, so rebel. I broke my mom's heart so many times that time.
and I dislike those things he done to me. dislike! I broke with him then.

And SINGLE for NINE months. :D

dang dang dang dang,
here comes to November of my form2 life. I fell to a boy named STL. ♥ :D
He was so cute / charming / sweet that time, the face was so chubby and the stupid eyes, awwww :D
A lot of people thought that I was just playing with him that time, that said I'm just a playgirl.

Time flies, I'm still with him, I'm still with STL. :D
Now I really realized that I'm already can't live without him now. I'm addicted to him.
STL, my personally drug that specially made for me, ♥♥ ;)

I love the smell of him. I'm addicted.
I love his jokes. thought they're lame and meaningless.
I love his nerdy face. that could made me laugh most of the times.
I love the warmness that he gave me. I felt it from the bottom of my heart.

ILY :) STL ♥
There're still a long long way for us to go, together ♥

greenrun ;)

240711: 改變

2011-07-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

看看，今天我的標題上寫著“改變”2字。
可是不是指Hyuna Kim的歌change，也不是指Taylor Swift的歌啦..
上面的MV純粹po爽，因為不錯聽 xD

"改變"。
隨著時間的流逝，很多事情都可以被改變。
從我長髮變短髮在變長發，從乖小孩變成叛逆的小孩，
不知道為什麼以前總覺得耳洞多多粒好像很yeng，結果就在1年裡2粒變8粒 =.=

這些都是外在吧。
其實內在的改變才是最恐怖的。
你不會知道自己在改變，只有你身邊的朋友才感覺的到。
要是從壞變好，那就很棒；要是從好變壞，那就是很糟，應該自我檢討！

我說過了，要是我不喜歡的，我不會馬上表示出來，只會默默暗示，
不止1次2次，而是很多次。要是這樣都get不到，那我也沒法說什麼。
你不喜歡我ngam你，那麼你就不要做好來表示給我看？
每當身邊的友人向我提起你，我都不知道該怎樣面對他們了。
這是叫“絕望”嗎？對你我已無話可說了。

你變了，我也變了。大家都會變。
想必應該沒多少人會了解我再說什麼吧。
也沒怎樣，反正也不向大家去了解。

語氣好像重了些。
我只想發洩，情緒壓抑著好辛苦！現在好多了。 :)

我不喜歡的事你就盡量不去做，這有多難？ .

180711: imissthem :(

2011-07-18T21:32:00.004+08:00

yeah, I'm finally backed to sweep the dust, after the two weeks time :)
nothing much happened, every things backed to normal. I mean, ~~no more ponteng class~~ :/

Last week was the school open day. 7th of July I remembered.
Guess what happened in that day morning? My class got into the discipline case, spot check.
I brought phone to my school every year's school open day. but this year, so unlucky, kena liao :(
they kept my phone for 11 days, you know, 11 days without my baby yari.
I got myself a new number and luckily that I got a spare phone, but cheap cheap one la :(
today morning my mom went to see her to get back it, ~~wth~~ she keep on talking craps to me and my mom?

But finally, my baby yari is back, goshimissitdamndamnmuch. :)

-
Actually I do get jealousy very easily. But normally I won't show it out, I kept them all inside my heart.
At the same time, I got a very bad temper. I get angry very easily. but, I kept them all inside my heart, too.
I don't know when it's the time I will explode. But I cried, almost all the nights.
maybe it's the best way for me to vent out all my feelings, I talked to my pillow, stupid right :(

Is it my require too high? or my expectation for him was too high?
I felt so wrong when you didn't reach my require... mmmm :( I blamed it all on myself.
can't you do it for me? just for me..... I didn't want you to be a nerdy also....
but I knew that your answer in NO. I don't wanna to put too much expectation on you.
I scared I would get hurt again..... I'm tired for it.
I never thinking of doing that, but I scared I did it in the future.. ~~idontknow~~.

okay. I'm trying to cool down myself. :)

# Nothing's gonna change my love for you ♥

2011-07-06T16:03:00.004+08:00

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know

They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You oughta know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You oughta know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there (for you) if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now touch me now

I don't want to live without you

050711: 忙完了?

2011-07-05T19:27:00.001+08:00

上篇說的“忙碌的星期”終於過了，一切又得恢復正常啦：D
話說上星期我好像整個星期都沒回過班 .___. 只回過一天吧？我忘了啦哈
上星期二三五都在小亮家過夜，大家聚集在一起忙碌的幹活好過癮，喜歡～

先說的是星期二。
一整天呆在QM外頭做banner和archery的東西，好多東西趕 ><
晚上去小亮家幫玫瑰包裝，大概10個人手都要從7點趕到3點多才睡覺。
唯獨我偷懶，1點多就溜走了，不系我滴錯啦 @@

星期三早上下起雨來，10點才到學校。
過後又忙著派玫瑰，做banner。就這樣直到放學。
放學後又留下來。在pondok忙下午班的玫瑰。
過後回家 =D 沒過夜~

星期四。東炎日!
照樣在QM忙。下課吃完東炎就和建安去找Puan Yap，
原因是昨天沒回班上她的課 >< 她一直笑，好恐怖。
放學後一樣留下來忙下午班的玫瑰 =)
晚上又在小亮家過夜 x)

星期五又遲到 :P
放學後跟小亮與大伯公去買karnival食物的東西，貴 @@
過後，回家，補習，再去小亮家。
忙到半夜5點多。想說不睡不行，就睡了1小時。

之後就坐小囧的van車去學校了。原本4個人的位子擠了11個，imba~!!
到學校，準備，開工 =)
忙忙忙忙忙。忙到4點多。又去小亮家沖涼。
過後又走路來學校，去campfire啦。
晚上12點到家，1點上床睡覺。

星期日。 — 早上6點20分。
電話不斷不斷的響，一直關掉！以為是鬧鈴 -.-
原來是阿馬的morning call。糟，遲到。6點45分趕到，剛好火車走了。
8點多才到目的地。duty時走到哪裡睡到哪裡哈。在那裡duty到6點多。
晚上直接去WeiKun家。12點到家。

不知不覺就忙完了那麼多東西。
更大的挑戰還在後頭。
SiewBeeBee，你要加油，不要放棄自己 =)

想對自己說對不起，一直以來都沒好好地對待自己....
事情已變遷，我不希望會有更糟的是發生。
要不就給我個痛快，情緒壓抑著好難受....

能否再說一次我愛你?

260611: BUSY week!

2011-06-26T15:25:00.001+08:00

I'm a ponteng kaki now :/ bad girl, bad bad girl! :(

I failed all the subjects, just pass my Bi, Bc and Bm.

I just got 5 marks for my additional math! and the highest marks among all the subject was Eng, 61 marks.

I didn't get the last place in my class, but my average marks was the lowest among all.

damnit :(

Bust week!

Carnival is coming soon :O gonna to have fully prepare for it, aza aza fighting! :D

pretty red roses ♥
do come and support us during carnival day :) wheeeeee!

skype with Zwen, Suyi, SuetLin and Brian yesterday night! hahaha :D

Zwen, miss you la!! XD

sleep more laaaa, look at your dark circles and eye bags -__- omg

I'm feeling so sad in this few weeks, moody.

time can change everything, its real :( the only thing that wouldn't change is ily,

no matter how I felt today, I tell myself, everything will turns well if I think positively. :)

sorry I can't managed to trust you, because you never gave me the feeling that made me trusted ..

# random: shopping list :O

2011-06-15T17:28:00.002+08:00

I wanna to go for shopping for so loooooooooong already.
I got NO MORE shirts and pants to wear, all keep on repeat and repeat and repeat one :(
I got no choices and I went mummy's cupboard to search for clothes, jeans & bag. =.=

I want to shop! SHOPPING......................
:D

I WANT
- T-shirts
- short pants
- skinnys
- skirts
- bags
- slippers
- shoes/heels
- spectacles

First is to save money!
wont buy all this in once but will them one after the another if possible ~
teehehehehe :D

130611: 开心久了，会突然想静下。

2011-06-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

最近都过得不错。 =)

朋友真的出国了，据说下一次见面会在2013年年底，到时我们都成年了。
送记的那天，一些身边的朋友们都在默默擦泪，看着他的背影离去。
人生嘛，有聚有散才是常态。我们都必须习惯，分开是迟早的事。
最重要是重逢时那一刻的喜悦，这个我们大家都在期待着。

开学啦。
没什么值得期待的，日子又变回去啦，没得熬夜，还得早早起。
今天校长还在台上教会我们了个新词：Once a KB-ian, Always a KB-ian.
还要全场陪同他好像首相当年在dataran merdeka宣布独立那样。
这个新词很明显是在copy着我们童军团的某个sorakan啦。可以收版权费么？

孤单。有时候我总会这么觉得。
表面上的朋友多不胜数。但是知心的朋友只有那么几个。
别人看我好像一点也不，但是我告诉你，那只是表面上的事。
很多时候，想说话都不知道该找谁。朋友都好像离我而去了。
有时候，你看我我看你，却不知道该说什么，好尴尬。
感觉上他们都好像有各自的朋友了，那么我呢？
好，我只是在胡说八道。

有些事情，藏在心底就好。
因为不想别人为我操心，藏在心底就好。
but baby, I felt quite upset today too. =')

290511: Annyeong, zwen :)

2011-05-29T17:57:00.004+08:00

Here we started the two-weeks holiday. Finally we can take a break from the busy life. =)
However, I don't really felt happy because I don't wanna to go back to my school life. ~~sucks!~~
Another sad thing, our friend is leaving............... :(

I know him since form1.
He and his gang always call my previous nickname-transformers every time i pass by his class. /.\
Same class with him during form2, he's a good yet naughty student,
always taking jokes during the class and then get scolded by the teachers. xD
Although I don't really close with him, but when I heard the news that he's leaving, I felt sad too...
Dislike the feeling.. 討厭分離的感覺。

Zwen, all the best in Melbourne, bet you'll miss the foods here and all your friends too. We'll miss you too :)
Do come back and visit us always :D

hope this won't be the last pic of us =)

230511: make-ups.

2011-05-23T23:16:00.002+08:00

Make-ups made all of the ladies look pretty.
Somehow some girls would say that they don't like to make-up,
or even guys, they don't like girls make-ups, they said that after make-up is so unnatural.

For me, I don't make up always.
Only when there's some specific occasion, like going to wedding dinner.
Every actors, singers make-up too. why? They just want to make themselves more confidence.

When you looks pretty/handsome, you got the more confidence. Am I right?
I didn't meant to convince you all to make-up, this is just my opinion.

I looks like a cat as well :)
without mascara & fake lashes, just eyeliner & the blink blink.
of course some BB cream too.

I didn't edit any parts on my face, just combined the four photos.
I looks good in those photos but actually am not ;(

gonna off soon laarr, tata :)

180511: Two more days. booo!

2011-05-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

SUP HUMANS. So looooooooooong time didn't type my blog in English. My English must be deteriorated D:
okay fine, lets practice now!

Two more days. two more days. two more days!! Exam's gonna end :D
so next week, it's the time to start collecting back our results paper ;( NO I DON'T WANT D:D:
all I want was just HOLIDAYS. seriously craving for it. I don't wanna to hear those teachers talking craps.
Just a week more baby.....oh, Somehow I don't want the time to pass that fast too,
one more friend's leaving us too. this time not only change school. he's going to Melbourne, AUS.

problems, problems, problems. was facing lots of problems now.
will be more positive minded and will always think of the best way more.
like the tittle I chosen for my BC paper today, 微笑面對人生, like this :DD

May be update tomorrow too :D
visit me always and remember to click my nuffnang! ;)

150511：有話想說

2011-05-15T19:06:00.001+08:00

沒戴con :)

先聲明。

這是我的地盤，我發洩我想發洩的東西，看了就保密，不想看就滾。隨你便。

上星期是媽媽節。也是我的生日。想說16年前媽媽在母親節的時候把我誕下，好偉大。
轉眼間，現在的我已經準16歲了。16歲，不大不小，不成熟不幼稚。
然而今年16的我，頭腦智商應該只有6歲半吧？
最近又發生了很多事，6歲半智商的我又不懂怎麼應付，我很無能！
自己招來的爛攤子應該自己收拾，拖了那麼久卻還沒想出解決方案，你說不是無能是什麼？！

很簡單的個友誼，我也顧不了，眼看就快要失去了，我在還幹什麼？
難道我就想這麼眼睜睜地看著這段友誼就這樣結束麼？
一切都是我的錯。

另一方面，好想問他究竟怎麼了。
不要突然那麼地說那些奇怪的話，好麼？我怕我承受不了那個結果。
你知道嗎？你對我很重要。所以，別說什麼希望我可以找到更好的，對我來說，你已經很好了。

你們都對我來說很重要，我不想失去。
除非是我先離開。我知道這有些殘忍。但人總是保護自己的，不對麼？

考試週。
都沒溫習呢。沒看見我家佛腳還在麼？
對著書，三兩下就想睡覺。是老了？未老先衰？不知道。
頭腦的海面爛了。再也吸收不好東西了。
我沒對自己抱很大的期望。我已經預測到了自己的名次。

對未來迷茫。充滿未知。
不抱太大的期望；期望越大，失望越大。

lead me to my future.

040511: 隐形眼镜/放大片?!

2011-05-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

看看今天的標題... 放大片!
什麼是放大片? 意下就是指現在女性愛不釋手的薄膜.. 彩色隱形眼鏡
隨著科技的發達~(作文都是那樣開頭的XD) 隱形眼鏡不再隱形.. 被加工變有顏色了
有顏色之外.. 更把範圍做大, 甚至有的16mm O.O 不懂戴了會不會很像蒼蠅? ><

放大片放大片~ 就是把眼睛放大的意思..

而我就是幾乎出門都會帶著它的那位.. 愛美沒辦法哈

部落好像很久沒新鮮事了.. 就來放下我自己沒戴放大片的樣子?

很不像我自己.. ~

無神? mong ju ngan..xD

再來看看帶上了後的樣子... 我的神回來了?

注意看第一張的左眼.. 看到沒? 看到沒?!
是double的眼袋 + 很深的黑眼圈噢 ~.~
奇怪又不是每天沒睡覺.. 睡那麼多了還是那樣....

不說了~ 很多功課還沒gao dim..

考試又到了! Mid-term考試, 不要開玩笑.... :)

210411; 第一次

2011-04-21T22:24:00.004+08:00

好好好好好久, 好久沒有上來了.

原因是modem有問題, 後來modem好了後, 電腦又連接不到modem.

一星期多沒得online, 開面子書, 感覺好像與世間隔離了好遠 .

還好我有digi免費上網. 否則在家鐵定悶慘了. 哈

上星期看了3部戲來 :D

"單身男女" , "鬼也笑" , "蔡李佛" . 強大? xD

單身男女: 蠻浪漫的.女主角同時被2位男生追求, 只不過雙方想表達的方式不一樣, 也反映了現代社會的現象 ; 最後決定權在女主角的手上, 由她去選擇自己的真愛.

鬼也笑: 新加坡戲, 梁智強導演, 搞笑+少少的恐怖, 故事分為2個情節. 只不過是18+的戲, 想進去就要想想辦法了.

蔡李佛: 香港製作, 算是部功夫電影吧? 只要宗旨是要後代去知道它的存在吧? *不清楚

這一個星期裡也發生了很多事哦不簡單 :)

哈哈都愁眉苦臉的, 朋友們都問發生了什麼事.

沒事沒事, 我很好 :D

有時候人生就是要有少少的轉變嘛? :))

今天的標題: 第一次.

到底是什麼第一次呢? 什麼? 是什麼? 蛤? 我的第一次...

第一次跳高 =.= 哈有姿勢沒實際 :P

100cm差點點就破.. 都怪笨重的屁股還有腳, 明明過了卻1腳踢掉旁邊的架哇哈哈

不過感覺真的好爽! 第一次就這樣沒了.....xD

星期三的duty也不錯哦, 下午的時候下大雨, 全部變落湯雞..

還要給雷電到腳.. 平常壞事做多了給天收? 哈

閃電來了.. "啪"一聲, 腳有種怪怪痛痛的感覺 0.0 另一個第一次? :)

後來全身濕了, 過後Brian到處借別人衣..

我的S size身軀.. 穿上了XL size的衣服.. 不是開玩笑.. 大件到 =.=

覺得自己很沒用, 不會溝通....

就是時常被ignore掉的那個.. 哈哈 daisei?

嗯應該吧..

不說了, 好累, 睡覺去

晚安 :)

別把愛情當玩笑, 我們誰也擔當不起 .

120411: 謝謝你的一切

2011-04-12T20:40:00.003+08:00

有看我blog的人都知道，

我如果有更新的話就一定是有新的事情...

今天突然很想更新..

可是不想公佈出來發生了什麼事...

就饒了我吧 :)

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300311: I'm back ;)

2011-03-30T22:14:00.002+08:00

Been disappeared from here for 3 weeks. I miss my blog :)
I wonder is there any people would read my every post that I wrote?
Last week 26th and 27th, I was being so so busy in these two days but I'm enjoy with it. haha :)

Last Saturday, after the scout activity I went to Kylene's house :D
I like her room, so colorful and nice :) we chatted a lot! Love her so much <3
Night. me, lene and via went to Mun Theng's birthday party.
She dressed up so pretty and lady that night! With make-ups on. :D
We backed home at 1130pm. had a lame chat with ~~someone~~ and slept at the time of 1am plus :)

look at this lady. I heart her *kiss

Woke up at 3am after the 2 hours of sleep. I was kinda rush because I was over-slept.
Luckily bii woke me up to tidy up myself and when the time shown was pointed at 0330, her mom asked us to be quickly and don't be late. xD we 3 again bumped into lene's mummy car and headed to school.
Everyone were look like a panda because we only slept less then 2 hours. HAHA
The bus reached school at 5am plus. We reached MMU (Multimedia University) an hour after that.
The run started at 7 something. 8km of it. But I only ran for 2-3km I think? :/
I remembered that I reached the school back again at 9 something. 4km per hours? hahahah ;)
I got 27th female under 8teen. LOL! because there's not much of girls participants under 8teen -.-

I seems to be so in a good mood recently. But why still I felt so lonely? :/ No point.
I can laugh and tell you jokes at this moment but the next minute I may be like so emo without smiley face.
I don't know why would this happened on me... Maybe I was born to be like this :O
I don't know to express my feelings well.. I was trying so hard to vent it out but.. FAILED. :)

ohhhh this is so right.

Smile, :)

070311: 一笑而過?

2011-03-07T22:53:00.001+08:00

最近發生了很多事。很多不愉快的事。

各個方面都一樣，壞事接二連三的發生。

一時間接受不了。那天，我幾乎崩潰了。

前幾天差不多都在以淚洗面，眼睛超腫的說。

最難過的是，在我情緒最低落時，卻找不到任何人來陪我訴苦。

過後是如何解決的？躺在床上，邊聽歌邊流淚。就是那樣滴。

那天，突然有種很特別的念頭。“特別”。

還是別說出來好了。

笨。我很笨。

笨手笨腳的，連走路都會撲街。

我很沒用，對不？說對。因為我是。

再來。想說的是，我對自己很沒有信心。

信心度 --- 0%

也許是因為習慣了吧？習慣被失望，習慣被冷漠。。

怎麼發現，我打的內容大多都很emo。

不知怎麼。

沒法把，怎樣的想法打出來的成品就是怎樣~

節哀順變。阿門。

280211: 到不了的回憶

2011-02-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

還記得以前嗎？還記得過去的我們？
從前的我們，無所不聊，只要有我們在的地方，笑聲就在哪裡。
身邊的朋友也只能用“形影不離”來形容我們。
我們有很多共同的嗜好、共同的性格，唯一不同的只是體型。

分開了，感情變質。
我知道那是難免的，但我真的很不想啊。
“分幫派”？這個詞眼形容的對嗎？
能不能再次回到過去的那個我們？能嗎？

我發現，我們之間的話題變少了。
不知怎麼，我們再也不是以前的我們。
也不知怎麼，變得喜歡聆聽。親愛的，真的很抱歉。
每當你向我傾訴，我很認真地在聽，卻給不了你什麽意見。
真的很對不起，我真的沒哄人的天分。

我知道，我很清楚。這下問題，我們都不想他發生的。
但最不想發生的事，就竟然的發生在了我們身上。
我們以前也討論過這個問題，我想過解決方案，
但怎麼擋真的發生在我們身上時，卻怎麼解決不了呢？

我們都變了。
應該是受了身邊朋友的影響。
親愛的，我真的很抱歉，每當你陷入困境，我卻幫不了什麽。
原諒我行不？

親愛的，
委屈你了。。。

方寶玲，我依然愛你。♥

能否再次的回到過去？

130211: Exam's week coming

2011-02-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

Exam's around the corner. What I've learnt in this 1+ months? I have no idea at all. Yes I shouldn't complaint about school but, how can you let us take exam that early? It's still Chinese New Year leh.

This is us. That is her. Bii ku.

We are crazy, we love to laugh, we love to take photos, we love to walk along the school together.

Some even say that our back looks alike. Macam twins :D

Last week, I went Jusco with my friend and that time, I accompanied her to the optic shop to purchase colour lenses. And so suddenly I think of something that I should buy some daily-lens for myself. I asked for the price and I ordered 2 boxes for myself. Each box got 5 pairs inside, which means I purchase 2 box then I can wear it 10 times.

The worker called me on Tuesday night that my lens were sent to their shop and I can pick them up anytime, so Thursday after school I went there to take my lenses. I tried it out on Friday. As you see this lens there's a ring around there, this will create you a bigger eyes, but not that big as some colour lenses we bought outside, it's very natural including its colour.

Yeah, outing tomorrow again with mummy and friend for movie. Will tale a lot of photos I think.

Wait for my next update dude :D

HELL NO STUDY FOR EXAM! rocks on my marks!?

090211: 新年假期 :)

2011-02-09T19:58:00.001+08:00

很久沒有更新了啦, blog都快發黴了 X)

今天來更新下年三十晚 - 年初四的日子 .

* 純粹個人自拍 =.= *

年三十晚.

很的空的, 下午陪媽媽去selayang mall逛街.

晚上再去舅母家吃團圓飯.

從小到大都是在那裡吃的 :)

大年初一.

全部人都去拜年了?

那天沒出. 因為爸爸腳受傷了走路很辛苦.

沖好涼準備好一切才說不出. 呵

大年初二.

(拜年時無聊send去媽媽的電話 XD)

樣子很 == 哈

大年初三.

去了朋友家

晚上回家前買了Secret Recipe Oreo Cheese Cake來吃

大年初四.

見了個好久才見一次面的老友.

認識她很久了從出世到現在

初五開始上課, 今天剛好是初七. 放學后又去了朋友家, 拜年. 過後搭巴士回家.

在學校的日子, 不是很好過.在這四年來, 第一次的感覺到什麽叫壓力.

中四真的不容易, 尤其現在選的科系到現在都很不上手. 功課也蠻多的, 還有POL class, 時間方面根本的排不上來.

所以盡可以的, 週末都不是很想出門, 想留在家好好的睡上一覺, 也可防止自己花掉自己的紅包/零用錢.

路是自己選的, 既然選了就不該那麼容易放棄. 我時常告訴自己, 既然做了決定, 就不要輕易反悔.
有人說, 人生是一場遊戲, 想扮什麼角色都是由自己來決定與承擔.
路還很遠, 我應該抬起頭來闖過去, 而不是得過且過地過著每一天.

說了那麼多, 那我到底何時才會去改變自己呢?

310111: Shop for CNY with the girlfriends! :D

2011-02-02T17:38:00.001+08:00

Girls love shopping!!

Shop and shop and shop and shop without feeling tired and even shop until bankrupt!

"Oh, this is so nice leh! BUY." "Eh, I don't have this leh. BUY!" "Wow, I saw this on magazine before! BUY."

Girls are crazy. AHAHA

Okay back to topic, Monday, me and 8 girlfriends of mine, went to One-U for shoppingggggg.

from left to right, up to down:
Via, Mandy, Lala, Ace, me, Lene, SheyYin, Ame, Suetlin.

We went a lot of shop and also, we bought a lot! hell yaaaaaaaa
see my photos lol, lazy to type a lot :P

3 sampat xD

bii <3

on the phone with mummy = =

went to a shop that sell many tiny tiny things in a box one :D

SHIT xDD

this is cute!!

cute sangat xD

macam yes hor? xD

:DD

Me likey this :DD

siao siao LOL

me leh!!!!! xD

and lotsa of shop, then we were heading to our fav's shop, Kitschen!

I memang tak fit maxi dress.. sobs

nice outfit suyi! :D

don't simple think,
we're sisters :)

loose shirt and fat arms. LOL

group photo without the 3 fellows :(

bought a pair of cotton on shoe, awesome!

we got ourself the same one <3

straight changed to it xD

dark and fair? omg :DD

3 of us bought the shoes,
me, ace and lene :D

some other photos :)

my lunch :D

perasan larrrrr :(

us with spec :DD

OII... long leng xD

CRAZY us :PP

my very first photo with Mandy :DD

The 2nd outfit, AHAHA

we got the same high-waist pants too :DD
from Romp.

Mandy is sho sho pretty :)

Teehee, back home bout 6pm, so called "man zai er gui". Lol

see see see.
Inilah bii ku, cantik & adorable sangat. :P

I made this.
Special for you bii :) muah ♥

280111: Holidays! :D

2011-01-29T15:34:00.004+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog :O about 2 weeks omg! School life is really busy for me now sorry :(

Take a break, holiday is coming. Although it's just a week's holiday, but finally we can exit from school life for a very short while :D. Of course, one week is not enough for us, teachers gave us a lot of works, each teacher gave one, then at last a lot already laa.

Especially addmath teacher, she's insane ==. Gave us a lot of works after she finish teaching, and I don't really like the way she teach, very fast for me, I haven't manage to adsorb what she'd taught, she already skip to the other part. omg :O

My life is getting busy, I couldn't manage my time table well! sigh. Meetings & tuitions, time crashed.
So how?! damn it, I don't really like my form4 life now. Who said form4 is honeymoon year? who? who said so?! urghhh. fed-up.

最近變得不愛說話, 喜歡聆聽.

朋友, 對不起, 當你需要我的時候, 我卻做不了什麽;

我不會哄人, 也給不了什麽意見, 抱歉.

說多錯多, 禍從口出, 靜靜地發呆就好.

~~我是犯賤.~~

I'm lack of sleep, lack of cash, lack of times, lack of everything that I wanted :/

But I don't wanna to lack of angpau this year :O

angpau come come come, come to me ><

at last, Gong Xi Fa Cai and Happy Chinese New Year to all of you :D

171111: It's a :/

2011-01-17T19:00:00.001+08:00

I spoiled my original templates. So now just simply edit it like this :/
Now my fault kayyy :/

Will trying out with a new templates again during my free times.
currently - busy. :/

I knew it looks childish. But man......just accept it
I'm sorry :/

grrrrr :/

110111: 突來的靈感?

2011-01-11T22:29:00.003+08:00

原本不怎麼想跟新, 但是突如其來的靈感 XD 所以就來了..

新的一年新的一班新的同學新的朋友??
臉孔都變得不一樣了.. 在班上也不怎麼的習慣..
偶爾下課看到去年同班的同學, 尷尬..

與最親的朋友分開了.. 相處的時間變得很少了...
去年還新致勃勃的說好要一起選科系一起同班選風水位
現在呢?? "但願人長久千里共嬋娟?" "好景不常在?"
被分開了~

我如願以償的進了之前都一直很渴望的班級,
但卻不能如願以償的和朋友再次同班..
爲什麽?

事實就是其如此的殘酷....~
不知怎麼感情也好想漸漸變淡了... 改變不了的事實?
好想念他們 :(

我沒說我這班很差, 但是就是少了以前的那種氣氛..
歡笑聲.. 不顧旁人的舉動.. 自high..
現在.. 風吹似的.. *呼~* 沒啦....
不能不說不捨... 我是真的很不捨!!~
沒法, 這就是人生~

朋友, 新的環境, 你適應得到嗎?
想你們..

長遠的路該怎麼挨下去?

100111: School life.

2011-01-10T19:02:00.002+08:00

ummm. School just started one week.
In this one week time, I learned and get my new experience.
Learned to be more confidence, and independence.
School life is tiring. I can't really manage myself in this one week time.
Addmath is hard. My life is ~~sucks~~.

I'll continue update my blog if I got more times to do so :X

020111: 隨筆

2011-01-02T03:41:00.001+08:00

沒什麼, 只是突然很想更新下自己的部落格.

新的一年又來了啊, 我也不得不認老了.
中四, 有許多的學弟學妹了, 但我的身高.... *悲*
難道就不能再長高些么?

轉眼間就已經16歲了, 感覺就像昨天才剛踏入校門? 誇張.
成績不如意, 都不知能否入得選中的科系里.
再來是朋友, 明天又不知能于誰同班啦.
其實也蠻懊惱的.

明天就開學啦. 對, 就是明天!
怎麼突然間害怕了起來? 到底在怕啥?
假期都還沒玩夠呢, 怎麼那麼快就結束啦?
雖然說假期閒著也沒事做, 但總比得早早起床好得多.
靠, 最討厭睡眠不足了.

明天, 周會應該會蠻久的吧?
唉, 還蠻懷念中二的生活呀, 好自由.
明年大考了, 媽媽整天囔個不停, 拜託, 我很清楚好不?

是時候該認真了?
話可說的容易. 要去履行還真的不容易.
快來敲醒我. 我還在睡夢中.

010111: a year's different?

2011-01-01T16:20:00.002+08:00

Me in year 2009. *nerd ==

2010 me!

Any differences? hehe.

281210: A true Friend.

2010-12-28T21:41:00.001+08:00

A true friend is someone special

Not many people possess

A true friend is warm and tender

And comforting in their caress.

A true friend is always by your side

If only in your thoughts

A true friend is there for you willingly

And come free, they're never bought.

A true friend is someone who listens

And hears what you have to say

A true friend is never judgemental

And stays with you come what may.

A true friend will love you always

In them you can confide

A true friend will greet you lovingly

With opens arms so wide.

A true friend your cherish dearly

Feeling grateful for their love

A true friend is very special

A blessing from above.

A true friend will feel your presence

Whether near or far

So, where is my true friend? :)

261210: Yesterday was Christmas day.

2010-12-26T22:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Christmas day.

Afternoon,
Went out with my long lost friend in the afternoon.
Didn't take any photos with, sad yooo .__.
Next time must take ar! xD

Night,
went out with my special one at night to brem mall.
We want to watch performance but all the tickets sold out :/
So we just hang around and walk around. hehe X)
Back home around 0930. :)
It's da best Christmas night for me ever. <3

My heart is broke. Broken Heart :')

241210: 想你了

2010-12-24T01:03:00.002+08:00

現在腦子里什麽也裝不了。

221210: A 4days bangkok trip!

2010-12-23T00:22:00.003+08:00

Day 1

Got up early in the morning but reached LCCT bout 1pm.

Had our lunch before we checked-in. Hell yah, McD again!

*shouts*

McD! :D

CHOCOLATES!
*tempting*

Me & mummy.
Waiting for our flight!

On our plane, me & mummy again!
ignore the person beside :D

Thai style coke? :P

Da view :D
mummy chosen a nice seat!

My hair colour looks obvious here =P

It's already night when we reached there,
So good night :D!

Day2

This is my breakfast on da 2nd day.
*wasted*

So-called "taxi" but they drive so dangerously

mm, my lunch, taste so sweet!

carrot + apple juice
*taste nice*

Mom's fried rice.
nice!

mom's camera.
she don't want to let me use this =(

aunty bee? xD

my teeth looks nice here.
but actually it's not :x

me la!

after walked for a day,
Thai-foot massage :D

first time to post up me with spec's photo -.-
and, night =D

Day3

outfit :)

waiting for our boat :D

big winded :O

me with Thai flags =.=

another boat :D

people selling souvenirs.

Me and my mummy~

after bath, nothing to do xD

Day4

breakfast sandwiches in airport.
taste nice! I want more :(

was waiting for flight :D

Bye Bangkok Thailand!

151210: bye M'sia

2010-12-15T20:50:00.001+08:00

事實

是如此的殘酷如此的真實

在還沒認清事實前不要胡亂去猜測

你不會知道

後果將會是有多么的嚴重

認真思考 .

Leaving Malaysia tomorrow. bye :)

131210: Says, helow.

2010-12-13T02:30:00.005+08:00

I chopped-off my long fringe yesterday. Mmm, not really satisfies with it.
So I went home and cut myself again. It's now a short bang on my forehead. =)
My mom want me to cut it as short as I can, erm until the half of my forehead I think?
haha NO WAY.

Well today morning, I got my bed off with a phone call. From my dear Pauline.
I didn't expect that I'm going out today, arghh, but I still went out at the end.
My chickenpox, I'm so happy to see it became smaller and smaller. Yeah!
We went Tesco. For watching movie, lol xD.
Backed home about 6pm and went out again for dinner with friend. omg.

I really shouldn't really go out everyday because I'm bankrupt. sobsobsob.

今天突然發現到原來我還在過著所謂 '提心吊膽' 的生活.
真的很討人厭我很不喜歡很不習慣有人來打擾我生活.
但是又能怎麼樣? 我沒辦法開口說個清楚. 很煩. 真的很煩!
我很後悔... 以前的我實在是太愚蠢太幼稚了.
在面子書寫的一切.. 令我覺得好噁心
不管你有沒有看到但我希望從今以後我們什麽也不是
莫怪我無情... 我真的不喜歡! 我討厭!!

很多時候想找個對的人發洩但真的好難好難 .

大笨蛋, 繼續地活在自己的世界裡算了吧 .

091210: Chickenpox day2

2010-12-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

都15接近16歲了才來出水痘爲什麽小時候沒出呢?!!

怎麼辦怎麼辦怎麼辦怎麼辦怎麼辦怎麼辦

超傷心地說好癢啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

大人說出水痘期間不能抓, 也不能照鏡子

豈不要了我的命真的好癢 =(

不行不行要把專注力放在別的地方 @@

快變傻了啊我啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

話說昨晚第一天身上身上出現紅點

不以為然剛開始才那麼2粒還以為是蚊子咬

後來晚上越來越多越來越多

媽媽很遲才帶我去看醫生嗯

醫生先看腰再看背再看手說道:

"That's not chickenpox, chickenpox will got watery watery thing inside."

說只是敏感拿了敏感要就回家

殊不知今早發現越來越多紅點呵呵

剛剛更發現有所謂"水水"的東西好像濃

越來越多 越來越多 越來越癢 越來越癢

身體好不舒服止癢藥好像沒效啊

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH 如何是好!

我一定要快點好起來!

詞窮了無言中....

081210: New layout?

2010-12-08T19:21:00.002+08:00

剛剛換了新的layout啊 . 很簡單, 因為我喜歡簡單的東東啊 =)

但不是很滿意, 剛剛在edit的時候blogger出了點問題 .

沒達到我預期中的模樣 . 沒關係 . 下次一定會比這次更好 =)

近視又更深了啊怎麼辦

我這個四眼蜜蜂沒得救了 - -

沒戴眼鏡就真的什麽也看不見了啊

呵呵呵阿樂嚕啞 .

最近老天爺怎麼了啊一直下雨呢

空氣也顯得冷冷的很不習慣

感覺自已好像又快要感冒了啊

大家喝多點水, 別感冒了啊 =)

051210: One-U siao day?~

2010-12-06T02:22:00.002+08:00

Okay Okay, no more emo post. This is a happy post! wheeee :D

Well, I went to One-U today. But not for shopping, is for the showcase ticket.

I didn't go for da showcase but I helped my friend to buy it. wheeeee ;)

They're so crazy bout da Korean singers. CRAZY kpop fans! omg.

Used up RM120-RM350 just to meet few korean guys and ladies :S

So expensive but still, the queue was so so loooooooooong,

if we queue up 'properly' I think we won't get the tickets today ;(

It's 4 hours man! So tired ;(

After queue up for 4 hours loooooong queue,

me and my dear went to sing k :D

no no no, I didn't, I can't sing.

Don't wanna make my dear annoying huh ;)

Deeeear + Meeeee :D

Can't sing then take photos huh -.-

After sings k,

we decided to go and try up the dress :P

"gao gao zan mou bong can!"

Passing by this, so nice lahh da decoration~

dang dang, KITSCHEN's always my first choice :)

I looks so cacat in the photos ==

TEEHEEE don't envy ;)

booooo!
btw I'm not going to this showcase,
hope I those kpop' fans enjoy theirself~

C h e e r u p ;) .

041210 ;

2010-12-04T01:48:00.003+08:00

假期的慘樣

12月都到了但都沒什麼搞頭
打從起床就一直玩電腦玩至睡覺
除了這些我還能幹嘛?

沒工作沒臨工
所以就沒錢怎樣假期沒零用錢啊
要出門應該就要借錢了 - -

朋友們都有臨時工啊
剩下我又是頹廢的生活
每天哈哈笑其實也有另一面的好不?

別以為一個臉上常帶笑容的人就是真正的快樂
背後的故事隱藏了許多的未知沒答案

沒有方向感前途迷茫
能幹嘛? 不知道噢

天天都困在家裡什麽也沒幹
偶爾被使喚做這個做那個

得空就躲在房間看PPS 玩FACEBOOK
寫寫BLOG 還有PLURK
最近還玩上了TWITTER

是怎樣 ?

怎麼用華文顯得有些EMO

不知道我只是依心情打

噢我會努力改進的

其實偶爾 EMO 下

也是個不錯的選擇 .

281110: Shopping day?

2010-11-29T21:53:00.002+08:00

Went shopping for da whole day. Bought quite alot of things.
venue: One-U and Selayang mall.
Mom asked me to ask friend to accompany me but I could't found anyone. lol.

outfit. mmm.

didnt buy this.
I looks like pregnant woman ==.

Sticky!!

: )

Oreo McFlurry!
My favourite ♥ :D

Backed home with a super tired body.
Used bout RM160 today. *not my money lahhh

Argued with an annoyed people at night.

sigh. I hate her!! I don't wanna to see her anymore!!

191110: 頹廢

2010-11-19T02:32:00.001+08:00

最近是怎樣怎麼了啊
假期生活本來就應該過得很充實
現在是怎樣了啊怎麼跟我想像的不一樣了
兩個字頹廢

什麽嘛
突然好想念上課的日子 ?
怎麼了是瘋了嗎

生活作息完完全全的變了
是很自由沒錯
但是否太自由了

每天只能重複的做回同樣的東西
COME ON' 給我來點不一樣的
區區四天我已受不了了

不敢想像中四的生活
應該會很忙吧
答應自己一定要認真讀書了
三年來我到底在幹嗎
上課不專心在睡覺嗎?

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怎麼了
突然覺得這世界身邊的一切
已經變得不太完美

噢不是的
只是我把一切想得過於完美
够了真的够了
我也不知道我會在何時爆發

愚蠢
我太相信身邊的一切了
就當破綻出現
傷害也許就會更大

是時候擦亮眼睛了
猶如媽媽說的 "要戴眼識人"

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一個人的時候我總愛胡思亂想
總是想些有的沒的是因為寂寞還是習慣了?

很多時候都很想找個對象發洩
但是又有何人會耐心的去瞭解你的苦惱?

當淚流下的時候
才體會到原來我是真的那麼愚蠢
怎麼會把一切都想得那麼美好?

我明瞭了
朋友也不過於如此

161110: ♥ :3

2010-11-16T01:55:00.003+08:00

sorry that I'm being so silly and stupid,

sorry that I'm being so rude to you (sometimes) ,

sorry that I'm so useless,

and sorry that I made you :( always .........

But,

you taught me many things,

gave me cares and everything I wanted,

and made me :D when I was :(

I'll learn to be a perfect girlfriend for you ♥

You're the one I treasure always. ily :)

071110: Midnight post! x)

2010-11-07T02:28:00.004+08:00

It's currently 2.30AM now, I cant fall sleep, curi-curi online-ing now. xD
Got nothing to do.. ha, I need a part time job :(

I cant fall asleep :(

Many of my friends seem busy bout their life during the holidays.
But for me, it's super dupperrrrrrrr boring.
Wake up, eat, pps, fb, eat, tv, eat, bath, fb, pps, sleep, blablabla.
So sienz?

Just let the times to pass.?

My friends just went back from a camp.
Of course they had a lot of fun there! haihhhhh.
I thought I'm going on travel but at last cancelled, and nobody tell me about this camp too.
I ain't a faithful scout anymore. lala.

LOL. Ignore my silly face.
Photo taken by my Lene bii.

I gained 8kg in 4years! OHMYGOD.
Can somebody teach me how to on diet? I eat at least 5times a day.
Going to be a fat fat fat fat fat girl in the future -.-
NO PLEASE!

I should avoid from them now :((

My dear arrrr, take care of your body please? Don't always sick larrr.
I can't always by your side take care of you, but you must also learnt to be independence de marr.
Drink more water lar aduii. You this sick bird =.=
and sleep earlier! Don't always forget to come to school =.=

YongSem don't know how to take photo huh .__.

I did something wrongly. A big mistake I did .__.
hahaha. Don't know how to solve it ==.... So silly! I'm stupid.... =.=
Suan le barh. Nobody will miss me too :(

Ignore me. That's all.

031110: ♥ Ann! :D

2010-11-03T23:55:00.001+08:00

I hope this will be us :3

1year,

365days,

8760hours,

525600minutes,

31536000seconds,

I love you!

♥

nobody can stop it :)

261010: Random.

2010-10-26T17:48:00.001+08:00

Few more weeks to go, then I'll be enjoying my holiday.

Umm, Two weeks I think? :).

I wanted to go Genting Highland for jumping machine,

and Sunway for Ice skating / playing water.

I wanted.

Not going to dye my hair this holiday, no why :D

I'll got a lot of chance to do this when I'm getting old

I needed friends to accompany me.

School life. Again.

It's really nothing for me to do in school.

I don't wanna to go to school. ishhh

btw it'll be my last year of form3,

I'll appreciate it. yes.

Friend love ♥

So addicted to a korean movie now - 내여자친구는구미호 (我的女友是九尾狐)

I love da characters in this movie, most of them got a very nice looking.

da main characters.

However, I'm almost in love with 朴东株. So handsome :D

Tired.

Off to a nap. goodnight :)

231010: New Hobby?

2010-10-23T17:59:00.002+08:00

I got my new hobby with my Dear KarMun.

Both of us like this hobby too!! :)

We collect buttons :D

At first I asked buttons from her for decorate my pencil box,

but then she gave me too much of button,

so then I decide to take it as a hobby.

hehe :)

Buttons! :D

191010: School Life

2010-10-19T20:10:00.002+08:00

Oh no, my blog is full of dust *sweep*sweep*
Dear bloggiee, I'm so sorry that I leaved you for so long, but now I'm back to you! heeeee. I should update my blog daily but I didn't, I'm so busy of watching movie, opsss :X

So how was my school life after my PMR exam? Virtually just like a piece of shit. Yes, SHIT.
Our dear principal ~~force~~ us to going school everyday, so annoying huh? Didn't even give us some times to rest? Even planned us some silly program / just leave us in the class, make noise. Teachers were not teaching, students are just playing / sleeping around. ~~wtfisthis?~~
You're so kind to us. But we don't like da way you treat us.

Things we did in school :

Play and laugh around.

Being emo.?

Sleep.

Had fun.

It's for you :)

Mom changed me a new CPU. awwwww :D. It's not a branded one but least it has a nice looking outside, with a blue light around da turn on/off key, I love it :P
Not going to show you all because..... It's shy x)

Busy busy busy busy life during holiday!

I'm lack of money larh D:

141010: 習慣

2010-10-14T15:53:00.003+08:00

一個人的時候,

我總愛胡思亂想.

想這樣, 想那樣.

沒什麼, 因為我喜歡.

我回想過去,

也想想現在.

我更會拿過去和現在來比較.

沒什麼, 因為我喜歡.

想累了不開心

就會趴下來睡覺,

甚至會有種鼻酸的感覺.

沒什麼, 因為我喜歡.

不要問我為什麼喜歡,

因為我習慣了.

121010: byebyeeee!

2010-10-12T22:56:00.002+08:00

PMR,

I'm finally done with you,

please leave me as far as you can!

yeah :)

Smile yeahhh babeh~

wave your hands up~

JUMP!

yesh, my day! :D

121010: TO-DO-LIST!

2010-10-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

TO-DO-LIST after PMR / Holiday.

Clean my room *must
Throw off unneeded books/clothes
Learn to swim *must
Got myself a new haircut
Get a part-time-job ( if can )
Go for jogging early in da morning
Sing-K
Shopping!
Get myself some new stuff for next year *must
Attend party / celebration / gathering
Dating! *must
New layout for blog
New style for myself *must
Be more mature and positive thinking *must
On diet -________- *must

Total list : 15

Hope I can did it. :)

111010: Monday! :)

2010-10-11T18:42:00.003+08:00

Today's Monday Monday Monday Monday Monday! :D
Tomorrow's Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday! :DD

And tomorrow will be my last day of my PMR exam, felt so hyper now :D. For some of the classes, today will be their last day of exam, but for me tomorrow only will be my last day of exam! heeeeeeee, so excited weeeer! Can't wait for it~ I wanted to go out and have fun :D! Just $$ problems TT

Don't care bout $$, I just wanted to ENJOY! I wanted to deplete all the rest of my stress :D. Anywhere to go? One-U, Mid-valley, Time Square, Jusco, Sungai Wang, Genting, Sunway, anywhere more? LIST OUTTTT! hellyahhhhh I wanted to eat all the nice food as much as I can, forget bout da diet plan first! wheeeeeeee :D

I'm sure that all of the form3s got da same mind with me, don't you think so?! xD

Am so addicted to music now :)

Relax yourself with music,
that's cool.

Coming post : TO-DO LIST! :)

...stay tunned...

101010: FYI !

2010-10-10T16:01:00.006+08:00

Well well well. There's a big big big problem for my pc now, and seriously it turned my temper to a very bad temper. Felt like shouting vulgar words now. ishhhh :X

Just now, I felt like removing programs for my pc since that I found that it became so slow that I've installed too many programs and most of them were not using and have been stored inside my pc for a very long time. Then suddenly the program said that needed to restart pc only can be completely remove, so then I clicked "OK", but while the pc restarted back, everything changed! All of the icons including words became so huge, and even affected everything on da website.

Pc will be send to repair next week I think, and no pc to play after my exam time. ==. This should be happen one week ago but not now :X.

PEACE.
everything will be alright :)

ME + YOU =
❤

091010: Stress go away!

2010-10-09T00:28:00.003+08:00

Tadaaa,
5 subjects down, 3 more to go!
After that I'll set to be free. FREE! :D

~~HELLYEAHHHH~~

Erhem.. PMR wasn't hard to the students who studied,
so for me, I didn't study, so.. ummm D:
I don't aimed to get A, just hope to pass all my subjects :(
Mom had put a lot of effort on me D:
AHLELUYA

all I need to do now is get myself enough sleep!
Lack of sleep :(
I slept during my exam and da teacher asked me to wake up, damn fish .__.
oh I slept in my every paper D:

study D:

I love group study.

Everyone seems stress in the exam,
and my face grew alot of pimples on it .__. lack of sleep lahhh!
cheers my friend, just fews more to go :D

take one :D

I'm here and always support you =)

love sick.

I really miss you and I do.

041010: It's the day.

2010-10-04T22:06:00.002+08:00

The day is coming. It's tomorrow!
*nervous*nervous*nervous*
Everyone were so nervous about it. Ya. I can see it from their face.

I shouldn't online now since tomorrow is my big big exam day.
But still I don't know why I'm here. ha.
I'm just love you and miss you too much, my comp :(

Almost most of the form3 were studying now. I think.
Study at the last minutes. Hugging the god's leg. :x
My house God's leg was still there. I didn't do my revisions at all.

mmm, this wasn't a good indication for me.
I wanted to study. But I couldn't remember all the things at this short moment.
I got the pressure from myself. STRESS.

Tomorrow will be my first day of exam.
I must got myself enough sleep and don't get myself so much of pressure.
Take a good rest and study for a short while tomorrow morning. teeheee :D
It's better than not study at all right?

study.

Don't make yourself to be too stress.

10.10pm now.
I got to prepare all the things and have a sweet dream.
Goodluck to all the Form3s and sweetdream. *wink

Take a deep long breath.

011010!

2010-10-01T22:27:00.001+08:00

Friday today. Went school as usual, but teachers were not teaching today.
Form3 stayed back for the pmr positions thing ._.
I really can't imagine how will I be when I'm sitting exam in da dewan. omg

Afternoon.
Skipped bm tuition. Felt guilty now :x
Me and my dear went up late due to something and we don't felt like going in.
So, we went Jusco. again.
We wanted to do our revisions. omg I can't believe it.
But after 5 minutes. We were chatting all over around and started to camwhore. XD

food!!!!

my dear so hardworking :P

silly face.
non-stop laughing when review back this X)

mulut senget :P

♥♥

I'm still short D:

Dear's phone wallpaper. X)

It's another outing I spent with my dear Pauline. I love chatting with her. I can vent out everything that I want to say in front of her. I told her a lot of things. We used to share secrets, glossip, being silly, create jokes and laugh together everytime we bump in. She's such a nice friend and she's unavailable, she is mine. lalala.
Dear, love ya :)

290910: Problems, stress :(

2010-09-29T20:16:00.004+08:00

EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM !!
Exam comin' soon, very very soon :( I can't even concentrate on my revisions, haih.
I spent my times doing a lot of nonsense & rubbish things all time times .__.
even a lot of my friends started to do their revisions couple months ago, but just left few days to me :x
How am I going to die OxO

School rules became more strict than before. Everything changes so sudden.
Seems most of the students dislike that. I think teachers also.
Got no choice. This is school, we must follow it.
We can't do wrote whatever that we like anymore. Either police will come and catch you.
no more freedom. haih. school :x

Recently. Not so feeling well.
I went to bed on time but when I woke up I still felt very tired.
During my afternoon section that time. I can sleep for only 3 hours and went school as usual.
Now, I cant.
Stomach ache stomach ache.
I don't know what happened to my stomach recently.
It always start aching when the assembly was going on. Stand too long? taktau.

Money money. I got no money. out of credits.
Mom not allowed me to get a part time job during the long long holiday.
I really need money leh. Bankrupt liao.
I still need to go out and enjoy lehhh. I need money lehhhh.
Any part time job introduce? cari saya :x

I must control myself.

I'm now out of control.

270910: eehhhh PMR !

2010-09-27T20:04:00.004+08:00

Saturday @ 250910

Mr. Lim's farewell party. Not much people came, but students that attend should know.

That day was really a so so special days for us. He worked in this school for 22 years! wow.

Our Mr.Lim sang chinese songs! ( 忘不了, 掌聲響起來, ect ect. ) heeee.

And he went by motorcycle with bicycles followed and most of us were so high and shouts so loudly,

although we were both under the big hot sun. Memang spectacular X)

We'll miss you, Mr. Lim.

Did fruit yogurt drinks for myself. haaaaa keep fit :x

Grape flavor ;)

Sunday @ 260910

Mom wake me up in da morning 0830. But I fall back to sleep until 0900, too tired :x

Accompany mom in an event. And lotsa of reporter came and took picha. ishhh

Have to stand under the hot sun for so long. Why do I still get darker? I applied my sunblock leh. :x

Afternoon accompany mom to carrefour. Bought many things. Mom bought a DIY-cupboard.

And she asked me and daddy to complete it. haaaa.

colourful :D

dad screwing :)

Monday @ 270910 - bad luck day?

After assembly. We form3 stayed at the assembly ground and prefects came and caught our mistakes.

I pulled my socks 3cm up to my angle already but still get caught. ahhhhhh.

tomorrow they'll check again. Must wear long long socks liao.

Last period, a teacher came and gave us our SLIP PMR. omgomgomg. ONE MORE WEEK!!

haaaa.
All 020 will be sit the exam in hall.
I tak mau :(

Smile and try to enjoy our life. heeeee

Smile =)

200910: Back to school & Be prepared !

2010-09-20T20:26:00.005+08:00

Holiday is OVER, school's reopen today. It's super ~~hard~~ for me to fit back my normal school time.
Why? I do enjoy my holidays much! Really really enjoy enjoy enjoy enjoy enjoy enjoy much!!
During holidays, I used to go to bed on 3am - 4am midnight, but now I have to wake up as usual :(
ohman, I only slept for 2 hours yesterday night, and I fall asleep during the history lesson *Im sorry teacher

Our school changed a new principal. He's so cute larh wei :D, especially da mushroom helmet hair of him! ;)
But too bad we don't have da chance to farewell our ex-principal, he gone silently :x
We were surprises of this changes, our new principal, he talked so slow, and keep telling us his own stories,
I think he'll be quite strict for us, I don't know why? awww I miss you Mr.Ong :(

TWO MORE WEEKS to my exam! Everyone seems to be so nervous and became so hardworking,
What am I doing here? I should now be K-ing books inside my room, but I'm not.
I should really study hard for my exams. haha not kidding, not joking.

Anyway I hope that the times will pass more quickly, I want back my holidays so badly!

the colour different of my hair :*(

180910: Nuffnang - *click it!

2010-09-18T18:29:00.004+08:00

Helow peeps, I guess you guys knew that I had singed up my nuffnang acc, and I need your help!
hehe, I just need you all to help me click da ads on da top and the right :)

If it appear like this ↓↓ , nevermind, because belum ada ads lahhhhhhh

neh neh neh, if got ads liao, it appeared with ads like this ↓↓ *on da top

or or, macam this ↓↓ *on da right

ohyeaaaaa,

......REMEMBER TO HELP ME TO CLICK ! :-D
THANK YOU :)

160910: lenses

2010-09-16T17:59:00.006+08:00

My blog is so dead recently .__. I got no times to update my blog! grrrrrr *lazy
However I found something that I didn't 'touch' for quite a long times.
These things have been kept in my small box for about 1 year, I'm using a new one and are still renew-ing.
Huh, they're my colour lens o.o
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I started to wear lens last year when I'm still form two, my mom sudden brought me to an optic shop to buy some pairs of contact lenses. I was so afraid to wear that small and transparent thing into my eyes. I used almost one and a half hour to wear that, but then my eyes started to feel uncomfortable and itchy. Then the people asked me to took out and wash again, then only wear it. hahaha.
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So in this two years, I found out that I have bought quite a lot of the colour lenses. *Am so poor now
well, their name is so weird. *angel colour, nudy colour, 2 tones, 3 tones, barbie, super angel, super nudy, blablabla
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Am wearing new contact lenses now! *blink* No choice, eyes getting ~~worst~~ :-(

Teeheeeeee, couple days ago, I watched the show 康熙來了 using PPS as usual.
But then sudden I watched this, so cute! Recorded down and share :-D
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110910: cousin's weeding :)

2010-09-11T01:14:00.003+08:00

Currently it's about 1 plus plus in da midnight now, but I'm still here to blog :D
Just came back from my cousin's weeding, banyak spiritual now! wahahaha
Felt like just wake up from my bed *LOL* :P
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The place was right opposite da Menjalara school, quite near from my house larh, hahahaha X)

while on the way..

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and we reached there..

da menu.. wahahaha

dad's holding my hand.. *LOL*

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the food there wasn't nice at all, just have a good looking outside.. xD
we reached home around 11pm.. it's late @@

LOVE ♥♥

It's cute, isn't it?