081211: Randomieeee!

Seems like it has been so long I didn't update my blog :)  I'm back! miss me not? :"D

I wanted to find a part time job in this holiday as I mentioned so many times, but FAILED.
I was so busy bout my competition coming in the end of this Dec, omg think dao dou pa pa liao ;(
that would be my very first time standing on the stage and facing like thousand plus people,
and XXXXXXX in front of all my friends and a lot of strangers. OMGOMG GAN JIONG lo.

So, no part job last year, no part time job this year, and no part time job next year.  -.-
whuuuat. No money eh...... who can sponsor me ah?  :(

One more month then the school will be reopen again, then I'm so gonna to start my form-5 life.
Hope I won't do anything that made me regret after I leave the school. :x
Otherwise you would see me posting so many emo post again. :(

比赛要到了。要加紧练习。要加油。要有自信。也要享受。
那就算没得奖我也不会抱着什么遗憾。
# PRAY.

妈妈说，努力是为了自己。不是为别人。

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010811: My past love story? :X

Oh okay well, sudden felt like sharing bout my past, my past love story. 
Not really interesting larrr  :/  mmmm, let's start .........


I was a playgirl last time. Which my thought were not so mature that time.... ><
I think I was in love for almost 5 or 6 times during my form1 and form2 life. OMG right  :x
I don't have a pretty face enough to attract people, but I don't know why I can fall for that much. LOL



During my form1 time, there was a boy that same class to me, and we text each other everyday, 
even talk on the phone until midnight, but we never talk in class. SHY lol.
Several of my classmates and friends that close to me knew that. 



A boy then I knew through my primary school bestie.
I got his number first and I started to text him. -.- but we break.  HAHA
It's okay because we're still friend now, I would still text with him.  /.\  



Another time, also during the form1 time. 
There was a buy that one year older than me. Really don't know why would I fall for him. 
But then we break after 2 weeks. HAHA.  



There's another boy that one year older than me. I was form1 that time and he was in form2.
One day he dated me out to school for breakfast, I was in afternoon section that time.
I remembered that day was Friday. LOL. We walked to a park which just right opposite mt school.
He suddenly hold me hand and look at me, and ask me, "can you be my girlfriend?"
I stunned and shake my head. HAHA. 



Another man from other school. Can be counted as 'gangster'. LOL.
We met in tuition center. Don't know how he get my number and don't know why he became my ..... 
deng -.-  until last few months he still kacao-ing me. Sometimes he will appeared under my house there. 
yucks.  -.-  /.\



Finally came to the end of my form1 life. I fell with a boy, again?
But not really a good memories. HAHAHA. I was so called a trouble maker that time. 
I behaved so rude in school, so rebel. I broke my mom's heart so many times that time. 
and I dislike those things he done to me. dislike! I broke with him then.

And SINGLE for NINE months. :D


dang dang dang dang,
here comes to November of my form2 life. I fell to a boy named STL. ♥  :D
He was so cute / charming / sweet that time, the face was so chubby and the stupid eyes, awwww :D
A lot of people thought that I was just playing with him that time, that said I'm just a playgirl.



Time flies, I'm still with him, I'm still with STL. :D
Now I really realized that I'm already can't live without him now. I'm addicted to him. 
STL, my personally drug that specially made for me, ♥♥ ;)



I love the smell of him.  I'm addicted.
I love his jokes.  thought they're lame and meaningless.
I love his nerdy face.  that could made me laugh most of the times.
I love the warmness that he gave me.  I felt it from the bottom of my heart. 


ILY :) STL ♥
There're still a long long way for us to go, together ♥

greenrun ;)

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050711: 忙完了?

上篇說的“忙碌的星期”終於過了，一切又得恢復正常啦 ：D
話說上星期我好像整個星期都沒回過班 .___. 只回過一天吧？我忘了啦 哈
上星期二三五都在小亮家過夜，大家聚集在一起忙碌的幹活好過癮，喜歡～

先說的是星期二。
一整天呆在QM外頭做banner和archery的東西，好多東西趕 ><
晚上去小亮家幫玫瑰包裝，大概10個人手都要從7點趕到3點多才睡覺。
唯獨我偷懶，1點多就溜走了，不系我滴錯啦 @@

星期三早上下起雨來，10點才到學校。
過後又忙著派玫瑰，做banner。就這樣直到放學。
放學後又留下來。在pondok忙下午班的玫瑰。
過後回家 =D  沒過夜~

星期四。東炎日!
照樣在QM忙。下課吃完東炎就和建安去找Puan Yap，
原因是昨天沒回班上她的課 ><  她一直笑，好恐怖。
放學後一樣留下來忙下午班的玫瑰 =)
晚上又在小亮家過夜 x)

星期五又遲到 :P
放學後跟小亮與大伯公去買karnival食物的東西，貴 @@
過後，回家，補習，再去小亮家。
忙到半夜5點多。想說不睡不行，就睡了1小時。

之後就坐小囧的van車去學校了。原本4個人的位子擠了11個，imba~!!
到學校，準備，開工 =)
忙忙忙忙忙。 忙到4點多。又去小亮家沖涼。
過後又走路來學校，去campfire啦。
晚上12點到家，1點上床睡覺。

星期日。 — 早上6點20分。
電話不斷不斷的響，一直關掉！以為是鬧鈴 -.-
原來是阿馬的morning call。糟，遲到。6點45分趕到，剛好火車走了。
8點多才到目的地。duty時走到哪裡睡到哪裡 哈。在那裡duty到6點多。
晚上直接去WeiKun家。12點到家。


不知不覺就忙完了那麼多東西。
更大的挑戰還在後頭。
SiewBeeBee，你要加油，不要放棄自己 =)

想對自己說對不起，一直以來都沒好好地對待自己....
事情已變遷，我不希望會有更糟的是發生。
要不就給我個痛快，情緒壓抑著好難受....

能否再說一次我愛你?

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# random: shopping list :O

I wanna to go for shopping for so loooooooooong already.
I got NO MORE shirts and pants to wear, all keep on repeat and repeat and repeat one :(
I got no choices and I went mummy's cupboard to search for clothes, jeans & bag. =.=

I want to shop! SHOPPING......................
:D

I WANT 
- T-shirts
- short pants
- skinnys
- skirts
- bags
- slippers
- shoes/heels
- spectacles 

First is to save money!
wont buy all this in once but will them one after the another if possible ~
teehehehehe :D

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230511: make-ups.

Make-ups made all of the ladies look pretty.
Somehow some girls would say that they don't like to make-up,
or even guys, they don't like girls make-ups, they said that after make-up is so unnatural.

For me, I don't make up always.
Only when there's some specific occasion, like going to wedding dinner.
Every actors, singers make-up too. why? They just want to make themselves more confidence.

When you looks pretty/handsome, you got the more confidence. Am I right?
I didn't meant to convince you all to make-up, this is just my opinion.

I looks like a cat as well :)
without mascara & fake lashes, just eyeliner & the blink blink.
of course some BB cream too.

I didn't edit any parts on my face, just combined the four photos.
I looks good in those photos but actually am not ;(

gonna off soon laarr, tata :)

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180511: Two more days. booo!

SUP HUMANS. So looooooooooong time didn't type my blog in English. My English must be deteriorated  D:
okay fine, lets practice now!

Two more days. two more days. two more days!!  Exam's gonna end :D
so next week, it's the time to start collecting back our results paper ;(   NO I DON'T WANT  D:D:
all I want was just HOLIDAYS. seriously craving for it. I don't wanna to hear those teachers talking craps.
Just a week more baby.....oh, Somehow I don't want the time to pass that fast too,
one more friend's leaving us too. this time not only change school. he's going to Melbourne, AUS.


problems, problems, problems. was facing lots of problems now.
will be more positive minded and will always think of the best way more.
like the tittle I chosen for my BC paper today, 微笑面對人生, like this :DD

May be update tomorrow too :D
visit me always and remember to click my nuffnang! ;)

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120411: 謝謝你的一切

有看我blog的人都知道，

我如果有更新的話就一定是有新的事情...

今天突然很想更新..

可是不想公佈出來發生了什麼事...

就饒了我吧 :)

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171111: It's a :/

I spoiled my original templates. So now just simply edit it like this :/
Now my fault kayyy :/

Will trying out with a new templates again during my free times.
currently - busy.  :/

I knew it looks childish. But man......just accept it
I'm sorry :/


grrrrr :/

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110111: 突來的靈感?

原本不怎麼想跟新, 但是突如其來的靈感 XD 所以就來了..

新的一年  新的一班  新的同學  新的朋友??
臉孔都變得不一樣了.. 在班上也不怎麼的習慣..
偶爾下課看到去年同班的同學, 尷尬..

與最親的朋友分開了.. 相處的時間變得很少了...
去年還新致勃勃的說好要一起選科系 一起同班 選風水位
現在呢??  "但願人長久 千里共嬋娟?"  "好景不常在?"
被分開了~

我如願以償的進了之前都一直很渴望的班級,
但卻不能如願以償的和朋友再次同班..
爲什麽?

事實就是其如此的殘酷....~
不知怎麼 感情也好想漸漸變淡了... 改變不了的事實?
好想念他們 :(

我沒說我這班很差, 但是就是少了以前的那種氣氛..
歡笑聲.. 不顧旁人的舉動.. 自high..
現在.. 風吹似的.. *呼~* 沒啦....
不能不說不捨... 我是真的很不捨!!~
沒法, 這就是人生~

朋友, 新的環境, 你適應得到嗎?
想你們..

  長遠的路  該怎麼挨下去?

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100111: School life.

ummm. School just started one week.
In this one week time, I learned and get my new experience.
Learned to be more confidence, and independence.
School life is tiring. I can't really manage myself in this one week time.
Addmath is hard. My life is sucks.

I'll continue update my blog if I got more times to do so  :X

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281210: A true Friend.

A true friend is someone special

Not many people possess

A true friend is warm and tender

And comforting in their caress.

A true friend is always by your side

If only in your thoughts

A true friend is there for you willingly

And come free, they're never bought.

A true friend is someone who listens

And hears what you have to say

A true friend is never judgemental

And stays with you come what may.

A true friend will love you always

In them you can confide

A true friend will greet you lovingly

With opens arms so wide.

A true friend your cherish dearly

Feeling grateful for their love

A true friend is very special

A blessing from above.

A true friend will feel your presence

Whether near or far

  So, where is my true friend?  :)

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261210: Yesterday was Christmas day.

Yesterday was Christmas day.

Afternoon,
Went out with my long lost friend in the afternoon.
Didn't take any photos with, sad yooo .__.
Next time must take ar! xD

Night,
went out with my special one at night to brem mall.
We want to watch performance but all the tickets sold out  :/
So we just hang around and walk around. hehe X)
Back home around 0930. :)
It's da best Christmas night for me ever. <3

My heart is broke. Broken Heart :') 

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151210: bye M'sia

事實

是 如此的殘酷  如此的真實

在還沒認清事實前 不要胡亂去猜測

你不會知道

後果將會是有多么的嚴重

   認真思考 .

Leaving Malaysia tomorrow. bye :)

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081210: New layout?

剛剛換了新的layout啊 .   很簡單, 因為我喜歡簡單的東東啊 =)

但不是很滿意, 剛剛在edit的時候blogger出了點問題 .

沒達到我預期中的模樣 .   沒關係 .   下次一定會比這次更好 =)

近視又更深了啊  怎麼辦

我這個四眼蜜蜂沒得救了  - -

沒戴眼鏡就真的什麽也看不見了啊

呵呵呵  阿樂嚕啞 .

最近老天爺怎麼了啊  一直下雨呢

空氣也顯得冷冷的  很不習慣

感覺自已好像又快要感冒了啊

大家喝多點水, 別感冒了啊  =)

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041210 ;

假期的慘樣

12月都到了  但都沒什麼搞頭
打從起床就一直玩電腦 玩至睡覺
除了這些  我還能幹嘛?

沒工作  沒臨工
所以就沒錢 怎樣  假期沒零用錢啊
要出門應該就要借錢了  - -

朋友們都有臨時工啊
剩下我  又是頹廢的生活
每天哈哈笑  其實也有另一面的好不?

別以為一個臉上常帶笑容的人  就是真正的快樂
背後的故事  隱藏了許多的未知  沒答案

沒有方向感  前途迷茫
能幹嘛?  不知道噢

天天都困在家裡  什麽也沒幹
偶爾被使喚  做這個做那個

得空就躲在房間看PPS  玩FACEBOOK
寫寫BLOG  還有PLURK
最近還玩上了TWITTER


是 怎 樣 ?

怎麼用華文顯得有些EMO

不知道 我只是依心情打

噢  我會努力改進的

其 實 偶 爾 EMO 下

 也 是 個 不 錯 的 選 擇 .

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071110: Midnight post! x)

It's currently 2.30AM now, I cant fall sleep, curi-curi online-ing now. xD
Got nothing to do.. ha, I need a part time job :(

I cant fall asleep :(

Many of my friends seem busy bout their life during the holidays.
But for me, it's super dupperrrrrrrr boring.
Wake up, eat, pps, fb, eat, tv, eat, bath, fb, pps, sleep, blablabla.
So sienz?

Just let the times to pass.?

My friends just went back from a camp.
Of course they had a lot of fun there! haihhhhh.
I thought I'm going on travel but at last cancelled, and nobody tell me about this camp too.
I ain't a faithful scout anymore. lala.

LOL. Ignore my silly face.
Photo taken by my Lene bii.

I gained 8kg in 4years! OHMYGOD.
Can somebody teach me how to on diet? I eat at least 5times a day.
Going to be a fat fat fat fat fat girl in the future -.-
NO PLEASE!

I should avoid from them now :((

My dear arrrr, take care of your body please? Don't always sick larrr.
I can't always by your side take care of you, but you must also learnt to be independence de marr.
Drink more water lar aduii. You this sick bird =.=
and sleep earlier! Don't always forget to come to school =.=

YongSem don't know how to take photo huh .__.

I did something wrongly. A big mistake I did .__.
hahaha. Don't know how to solve it ==.... So silly! I'm stupid.... =.=
Suan le barh. Nobody will miss me too :(

Ignore me. That's all.

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231010: New Hobby?

I got my new hobby with my Dear KarMun.

Both of us like this hobby too!! :)

We collect buttons :D

At first I asked buttons from her for decorate my pencil box, 

but then she gave me too much of button,

so then I decide to take it as a hobby.

hehe :)

Buttons! :D

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111010: Monday! :)

Today's Monday Monday Monday Monday Monday! :D
Tomorrow's Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday! :DD

And tomorrow will be my last day of my PMR exam, felt so hyper now :D. For some of the classes, today will be their last day of exam, but for me tomorrow only will be my last day of exam! heeeeeeee, so excited weeeer! Can't wait for it~ I wanted to go out and have fun :D! Just $$ problems TT

Don't care bout $$, I just wanted to ENJOY! I wanted to deplete all the rest of my stress :D. Anywhere to go? One-U, Mid-valley, Time Square, Jusco, Sungai Wang, Genting, Sunway, anywhere more? LIST OUTTTT! hellyahhhhh I wanted to eat all the nice food as much as I can, forget bout da diet plan first! wheeeeeeee :D

I'm sure that all of the form3s got da same mind with me, don't you think so?! xD

-

Am so addicted to music now :)

Relax yourself with music,
that's cool.

-

Coming post : TO-DO LIST! :)

...stay tunned...

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091010: Stress go away!

Tadaaa,
5 subjects down, 3 more to go!
After that I'll set to be free. FREE! :D

HELLYEAHHHH

Erhem.. PMR wasn't hard to the students who studied,
so for me, I didn't study, so.. ummm D:
I don't aimed to get A, just hope to pass all my subjects :(
Mom had put a lot of effort on me D:
AHLELUYA

all I need to do now is get myself enough sleep!
Lack of sleep :(
I slept during my exam and da teacher asked me to wake up, damn fish .__.
oh I slept in my every paper D:

study D:

I love group study.

-

Everyone seems stress in the exam,
and my face grew alot of pimples on it .__. lack of sleep lahhh!
cheers my friend, just fews more to go :D

take one :D

:D

I'm here and always support you =)

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love sick.

I really miss you and I do.

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300810: SO-RAMDOMMM!

Ohyahhhh, this is gonna be a superb random post of me. heeeeeh :)
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Monday. 
I went school as usual but due to today was the celebration of national day tomorrow,  we got longer recess time and my teachers were not teaching today.! ummm you know, SHUANG!
Yeahhh. Chit-Chating all around is what we love and did always! :P
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ahhh. When I was in the school hall, I found that my ear hole was without the ear stick! 
I don't even know where and when it had dropped. I was so nervous that time .___.
So after the recess time, I fast fast went to the toilet to put back the earring. It's so so PAIN and you can see my artery clearly. FML

Yesterday to me was a real-LIFELESS day. ummm. I woke up at about 3pm in the evening. 
It's 3PM you know! EVENING! ishhhh *I'm not PIG

Watched the movie Journey to the west at night. SO BORING! and I took pichas again :P

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HAHAHAHHA.

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I checked up my nuffnang earnings today! I earned some in this week! 

well, it's really some, or I can say, FEW. sobs

I had signed up my nuffnang acc for about 1 month I think, but I just earned so FEW, 

just like this -->

Dear readers, 

please remember to help me click on the nuffnang ads on the top/right if you saw it appeared. 

I need your help! heeeeh :D *ribuan terima kasih

Tomorrow's outing cancelled. awww, too bad :((

36 days more to my PMR exam.

huhhhhh?! haaaaah??

what?!?!

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