nothing much happened, every things backed to normal. I mean,
Last week was the school open day. 7th of July I remembered.
Guess what happened in that day morning? My class got into the discipline case, spot check.
I brought phone to my school every year's school open day. but this year, so unlucky, kena liao :(
they kept my phone for 11 days, you know, 11 days without my baby yari.
I got myself a new number and luckily that I got a spare phone, but cheap cheap one la :(
today morning my mom went to see her to get back it,
But finally, my baby yari is back, goshimissitdamndamnmuch. :)
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Actually I do get jealousy very easily. But normally I won't show it out, I kept them all inside my heart.
At the same time, I got a very bad temper. I get angry very easily. but, I kept them all inside my heart, too.
I don't know when it's the time I will explode. But I cried, almost all the nights.
maybe it's the best way for me to vent out all my feelings, I talked to my pillow, stupid right :(
Is it my require too high? or my expectation for him was too high?
I felt so wrong when you didn't reach my require... mmmm :( I blamed it all on myself.
can't you do it for me? just for me..... I didn't want you to be a nerdy also....
but I knew that your answer in NO. I don't wanna to put too much expectation on you.
I scared I would get hurt again..... I'm tired for it.
I never thinking of doing that, but I scared I did it in the future..
okay. I'm trying to cool down myself. :)
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